I’m Not Digging Life!
That doesn’t mean life sucks for everyone, just me. No one would guess I am not digging it. If people who have everything decide to choose death, why shouldn’t I who don’t feel much anymore?
Hauling that fawn into the woods made me think that’s how I’d like to go. Forget the cremation and expensive funerals. Just leave my body to feed the animals.
I can not continue to torture myself living the life I do. I need inner peace too and rest.
This is not a cry for help but mental preparation for the future.
It’s also an anniversary this week.