When I get COVID, I want to die. Never again will I go to a hospital and not receive the support I need to thrive. I am suffering and I don’t want to anymore. If COVId ends my suffering, I thank the virus.
I am looking into physician assisted suicide. It’s legal in two or three states and abroad. If I don’t meet their criteria, I can make a noose. After being conned/duped/whatever you call it out of my life insurance policy by the Hartford, I have healthy organs that I am willing to sell. I want to leave my children something and that’s all I got left.