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Thoughts: Can you burn out on living a safe life?

A cheerful smile paints my lips while melancholy brews inside. Just returned from one of the best vacations. No new significant disasters to tie me…

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Feeling alone

My Thoughts: Feeling Sad

Sadness Now what? Feeling uneasy And a bit queasy Can’t forget the past No place to hide No sleep! Exhausted! Feeling down I know Don’t…

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My Thoughts: I Decided No Suicide

I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by living, by losing. –Anais Nin I am not going to kill myself. Sorry to…

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My Thoughts: To Heat Or Not To Heat

They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice… that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in…

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My Thoughts: Living in NE and Missing Black People

I’ve lived in NH the longest I ever lived anywhere. I am miserable and have never been so unhappy in my entire life. I thought…

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My Thoughts: To Fear Life More Than Death

When you fear living more than death, what do you do? You can’t just off yourself when you’re my age there are too many considerations…

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Sleep Is Good

Last night I slept from 11 pm to almost 4 am. I’m still tired but feel much better mentally and physically. Thank you for your…

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My Thoughts: Welcome To My World

The last few days I shared much about my boring yet chaotic and stressful life on this earth. I often wonder how I survived this…

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My Thoughts: Leave It To The Universe

My Thoughts: Leave It To The Universe Sometimes when I can’t see my way out, I leave it to the universe after doing all I…

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My Thoughts: Yikes Another Leak

Feel tied-up, turned and twisted into a knotted ball. A ball that’s too heavy with life to bounce. It gets that way when things go…

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My Thoughts: Friends, You Can/Can’t Trust

Friends, You Can/Can’t Trust I have friends who confide in me, and I never repeat what was said. I have friends who I confide in,…

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My Thoughts: My Plight

My Thoughts: My Plight Usually I can see the light in most situations, but lately, I say why do I bother? The light will lead…

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