Did It! I ran for 45 minutes, over 4 miles. I increased my run time by 10 minutes and celebrated the small victory.

I am angry at myself for being a survivor. If I weren’t, I’d be long dead and at peace. I am alive today, not because…

On my way down, it’s a challenge to be happy. I struggle with feelings of hopelessness, helplessness, and being a burden to family and friends….

Your thoughts become you. Whether you think you can or whether you think you can’t, you’re right! I want a positive mindset and think only…

I am an egg I am an egg wrapped in a thin shell. No, not trapped, safe in my thin shell. It’s time. Oh no,…

There is just so much one person can absorb before becoming sopping wet, cold and miserable.  I don’t care if I’m sopping wet, but the…

Coming down and around by Gary Crane   Coming down and around follow the sound coming around and down endless dark cycles around and around…

Avoiding Outdoor Spaces and People For some time, I’ve noticed growing avoidance of people and outdoor spaces. I thought it was my surroundings, but that’s…

Losing My Home To A Covered Insurance Claim Standing on the precipice of life watching, waiting and hoping for something. Feeling it close, a warm…

They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice… that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in…

The last few days I shared much about my boring yet chaotic and stressful life on this earth. I often wonder how I survived this…

I must sound selfish. But no matter how hard I try I can’t get enthused about life or people. What am I to do? No…