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Why bother?

Lately, I have been trying to figure out how I got here and why I can’t stop falling? I thought…

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My Thoughts: I Decided No Suicide

I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by living, by losing. –Anais Nin I am not going…

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My Thoughts: To Heat Or Not To Heat

They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice… that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious…

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My Thoughts: Living in NE and Missing Black People

I’ve lived in NH the longest I ever lived anywhere. I am miserable and have never been so unhappy in…

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My Thoughts: To Fear Life More Than Death

When you fear living more than death, what do you do? You can’t just off yourself when you’re my age…

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My Thoughts: Welcome To My World

The last few days I shared much about my boring yet chaotic and stressful life on this earth. I often…

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My Thoughts: Leave It To The Universe

My Thoughts: Leave It To The Universe Sometimes when I can’t see my way out, I leave it to the…

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My Thoughts: Yikes Another Leak

Feel tied-up, turned and twisted into a knotted ball. A ball that’s too heavy with life to bounce. It gets…

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My Thoughts: Friends, You Can/Can’t Trust

Friends, You Can/Can’t Trust I have friends who confide in me, and I never repeat what was said. I have…

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My Thoughts: My Plight

My Thoughts: My Plight Usually I can see the light in most situations, but lately, I say why do I…

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My Thoughts: Not Digging Life

I’m Not Digging Life! That doesn’t mean life sucks for everyone, just me. No one would guess I am not…

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My Thoughts: Life Sucks

Life sucks So what do I do? I wish to give younger folks inspiration and wisdom. I wish a simple,…