Lately, I have been trying to figure out how I got here and why I can’t stop falling? I thought I hit rock bottom, but…

I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by living, by losing. –Anais Nin I am not going to kill myself. Sorry to…

They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice… that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in…

I’ve lived in NH the longest I ever lived anywhere. I am miserable and have never been so unhappy in my entire life. I thought…

When you fear living more than death, what do you do? You can’t just off yourself when you’re my age there are too many considerations…

The last few days I shared much about my boring yet chaotic and stressful life on this earth. I often wonder how I survived this…

My Thoughts: Leave It To The Universe Sometimes when I can’t see my way out, I leave it to the universe after doing all I…

Feel tied-up, turned and twisted into a knotted ball. A ball that’s too heavy with life to bounce. It gets that way when things go…

Friends, You Can/Can’t Trust I have friends who confide in me, and I never repeat what was said. I have friends who I confide in,…

My Thoughts: My Plight Usually I can see the light in most situations, but lately, I say why do I bother? The light will lead…

I’m Not Digging Life! That doesn’t mean life sucks for everyone, just me. No one would guess I am not digging it. If people who…

Life sucks So what do I do? I wish to give younger folks inspiration and wisdom. I wish a simple, persevere, work hard, and your…